Allah says:
"Verily, with hardship, there is relief"
And you still grief. Keep counting on how long to endure the unberable. Everything else doesn't make sense. When one minute before youre still laughing and giggling and another minute when you realize you feel like each and everything is against you. Changed, three hundred and sixty degree
Allah says:
"Do men think that they will be left alone on saying, 'We believe' and that they will not be put to test? And certainly we tested those before them, so that Allah will differentiate those who are true from those who are false"
But then you still live in the confusion. Day by day you thought of what if and what so, too much ifs in your mind. Hoping for things to change miraclely. Hoping for magic to happened beyond your eyes. Hoping for the situation to be differently acceptable.
Allah says:
"Be sure we shall test you with something of fear, and hunger, some loss in goods, or lives, or the fruits (of your toil); but give glad tiding to those who patiently presevere"
"And we shall test you, until We know those of you who strive their utmost (and who are the steadfast; and We shall test your reported mettle"
"Or do you expect to enter Paradise without facing such trials as did those before you?"
And you go blank. You know you've done you're very best to make things better but you still feel that its not enough.
Allah says:
"On NO soul does Allah place a burden GREATER than it can bear"
"And none shall be granted such goodness, except those who are steadfast"
Keep your faith and belief firm as HE knows it all. Every. Single. Tiny. Little. Things.
'Cry if thats what makes you feel better'
#Get well soon iron lady! I love you, now and forever