I can't find the right reason to feel what am I feeling right now. I know and fully aware that there will comes time that we have to do and go through all the things that we wished we never had to, or we actually wished we had but in different storyline and board.
Last two days was really epic I must say, I thank Allah for a great journey and time spent. Those little struggling we had to really make it all succeed, it seems small and had no reward but the value that comes with it, and the memories that will never extinct. Its priceless.
It has been like ages since my last time wearing 'inai'. Dahulu kala suatu ketika setiap kali pulang ke kampung halaman adalah wajib memakai inai mekah dari nenek sebelah ibu, dan gigih juga memetik daun inai dari pokok tengah hari buta dari tok sebelah abah agar dapat ditumbuk pada waktu malamnya. Pakai inai haruslah pada tengah malam agar emosi pada waktu pagi adalah eksaited ganda tiga bangun bangun melihatkan setiap sepuluh jari merah menyala wah! berperasaan pengantin baru tak cukup sifat sepanjang hari. Tetapi oleh kerana diri ini sungguh tertib tidurnya walau anak dara, maka jari kadang kadang merah bertompokkan putih gara gara tidur kaki berlawan arus tangan bersilang. Fail!
Dan malam tu bila semua satu kepala kumpul bersama sesi menginai bakal pengantin kononnya, adalah timbul pelbagai versi dan misi mahupun strategi bagi menghasilkan inai yang tegar lekat lagi merah darah. So we made teh 'o pekat and poured it little by little and seriously the hasil is outstanding, can go everywhere and showing of your 'hai-saya-berinai-malam-tadi-feeling-pengantin-mohon-perasan' 's faces.
On the exact day datang dengan muka teruja tahap kepala atas sikit dari urat telinga, eh rupa-rupanya majlis dah pun bermula gila tak gelabah campak beg keluarkan alatan perang dengan rakus dan terus permainan bermula (game on) tanpa kata.
Dan apabila ramai antara mereka satu kepala bakal berangkat ke medan perang masing-masing, maka permainan diteruskan sehingga ke malam hari. Konvoi tiga kereta gerak ke destinasi jalankan misi, kisah apa melekit berpeluh air tuba tak kesat asal puas hati.
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And we made this really nice album which hold lots of black and white pictures inside, pretty sweet sour and salty wishes, quite a few of quotes and... photos and more photos. I've been busy going here and there buying all the stuff since everyone else were busier in getting themselves ready for matriks and U's stuff. Took this picture from my chemistry's buddy since I didn't get to take the official one, ah lupa! :S Anyhow, it turns out pretty, worth cash and worth time spent.
Seriously, this is just 'few' part of us. How I wished 'everyone' were there, if and only if I have the magic in me to gather everyone up no matter what the circumstances we're going through at that point of time. And to the extend of what each and everyone of you guys had distributed, give and gave, it is a blessing.
"Ah, you're not losing anyone. Just keep remember on saving the present, thus can make space for a new one in future"
Seeing one by one gets off, I should be happy. Should be.